Because I Can't Divulge All Just Yet...

Toes on the ledge,
peering over, the whole wide world stretching out.
A new journey to begin,
a quest with new characters and a new
destination and I'm
so afraid but so exhilarated because I believe
this is from God.

But in other ways....

I've been looking for a new place to live
down town.
Closer to..
well, I can't
divulge that just yet.

But it just falls through.

Bad credit.
Bad vibes.
Not the right time for things.

So I'm here
in Olathe
now, for the time being.
Here for a time, a purpose,
to become who I need to be,
to stand up for what I know is right.

Focus taught me that I always
Run Away
and I'm Done
Running.
I will stay
right here.
For all the reasons I went back
to Target
last fall
I will stay here now.

And I will claim
This Church
as my church.
And I will claim
these roommates
as my Support.
And I will claim
Olathe as my
home.
Until God leads me otherwise.




Holy Spirit,
lead me,
guide me.
I am done
trying to figure this life
out
for myself.
I am a child
of the God
Most High,
a daughter of
the King
and I claim the
beautiful
future
that lies before me
and I will Not
stress about it
anymore.
Amen.