Christmas is over. New Years Eve is next Monday. Not sure what I'm doing for New Years. I work Monday and Tuesday so it's not like I can go wildandcrazy. Not that I would. Really.
But I've always disliked this time between Christmas and New Years. When something is finished, I like to put it behind me. If it's a notsogreat or stressful experience, I like to pretend almost like it didn't happen even. So when Christmas is over, I hate the way Christmas commercials are still on TV. I hate that the radio still plays the occasional Christmas song. I dislike all the Christmas decorations and the celebrations. And I wish we didn't make such a big deal out of New Years. I don't like the stress of a life unplanned (as I've mentioned here in this blog before). And while I do like to hold on and enjoy the ride, there are certain social situations that stress me out.
New Years is a good example. I hate the pressure of having to *do* something. And usually I ignore this pressure but also I am a jealous person and I don't like the idea of other people all collectively out having fun while I'm not doing anything. I hate being asked What I'm Doing for New Years. I hate that pressure.
But I will do something. Something is in the works as we speak. I'm not the kind of person to let the opportunity pass by.
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