My life is full and beautiful and inspired and amazing. Maybe I'm still standing on the top of the mountain in my head. Either way, must keep moving forward while in this mind frame.
However, this morning, I got back on my trail, laid in the grass under the sun, listed my house with a realtor out in Hannibal, unpacked, did all my laundry, canceled The Knot and bought several Christmas presents online. It's not even noon. Holy crap, I'm on a roll.
I need to keep surrounding myself with such incredible and positive people in my life. Man, I really hated leaving Stephanie out in Denver. She is crazy and full of a vitality that I don't find often. However, I was glad to get back home and look at my calendar and see it so full of friends and experiences and the fullness of a life well lived, I didn't mind too much leaving the mountains behind. For now.
How to live contentedly right where I am instead of wishing I was someplace else... that's forefront in my mind. Realizing that location changes nothing. Realizing that I am whole and complete as I am with what I have... I have my list of "life components" as I will call them and as long as I can be disciplined enough to live that balanced of a life, all will go well. What is important to me? I need to keep focused, of course, but in the meantime I'm insanely blessed with a great job and fantastic friends and a loving and supporting family... My December is full of live shows and cookie bakes and visiting friends...
Yes, I'm still on a high, I know that. But man, I'm going to enjoy it while it lasts!
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