I remember telling my friend once,
telling her that I wouldn't change a thing about the relationship I was in..
knowing full well it would break my heart.
I told her I wouldn't change a day.
A broken heart is bad news.
It's a lot of crying.
It's a lot of
itstheendi'mdyingtheisistheendthereisnthothingelse
but I promise it's not true.
There is another chapter.
And that other chapter might be another broken heart.
Damn that.
But that is love.
Am I in love?
What? This girl? This girl who has been
separated from her ex husband for 1 1/2 years now
and here comes a guy
and he means nothing-----
nothing
and yet
he means
suddenly,
everything.
Oh.
Oh man.
Is this it? Is this what they meant?
I am suddenly so unsure
and I want to know his every move
and I want to know why he's not txting me back
and I want to see him every day
and I want to be the one talking to him
and hanging out with him
and hearing his hopes and dreams
and even if we're just watching Netflix
that's okay because I'm with him
and if any other girls are,
I will strangle them
with a piano wire.
Oh man.
I am now one of them......
He better be worth this.....
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