I did not go to church today

although I did turn down a concert in order to go to church. Black Keys. Flaming Lips. But I really wanted to go to church. Until I got a call at 4:05 that said 'Hey I'm at the park and I'm spray painting canvases you should come it took me forever to get them all laid out and I rearranged them and it's so nice outside just look for my car I know you want to... unless you have plans.'

Oh Lord.

Becky, don't you say a single word...

I went to the park and helped spray paint canvases for two hours. It was glorious. A couple days ago, I spent two hours at Michael's arranging said canvases on the floor (yes, in the middle of the store... people were accidentally walking all over them the entire time). I love art. I forgot how much I missed being artistic. I got some canvas myself the other day from Michaels... I should paint them tonight.

In other words, I'm dong better. Moved in with Aimee. Doing art. Being productive. Working out. Listening to empowering music. Hanging with my bs ladies (haha). Stress is down. Spring is in the air. I'm watching and waiting for what God has in store for me... I'm making some good decisions and still learning. It's all I can do and I'm doing my best...

Oh, and I'd love to move to Oceanside, CA. Who's with me???